Saturday, November 16, 2002

 

usually before i go downstairs for basketball i would go to my study and look out of the window, just to check to see if the court is occupied. the problem is i can only see half the court from there. as for the other half, i have to climb onto my toilet seat and peer through the ventilation window. weird.
anyway i came up from bball today, because i meet this bunch of ppl who play regularly also. more regularly than me anyway. one of them closely resembled someone i know. so i left, because i don't like that someone very much. stupid? probably, yes. anyway while bathing i couldnt help but recall that this gang of people is quite close ***guilt*** and everyone in the gang seem to like that someone. so there lies the fundamental question.
what happens when no one befriends you? sit around and cry. what if there's a person who sacrifices her friends to befriend you? just so that you wun be sad? wonderful right. what an angel.
what happens when you're just so friendly and nice and considerate, that you treat everyone as a sibling or closer? isn't that good?

somebody slap me, i may never wake up otherwise.

Zhengyu wrote at 6:28 PM.