Sunday, July 06, 2003

 

oh... yesterday night i couldnt access this page properly so i didnt type an entry there and then. anyway. hey, me still alive, going out for the most exciting field camps soon, 62 hours of action on our favourite island off towards the northeast. i have no idea what's going to happen, cos i went mia during the briefing, and i quote my buddy, "we ran up and down the entire block, we thought you committedd suicide or something." hey, i merely went to settle some signals, that's all. but it was quite funny, no one knew where i went. sometimes i also cannot figure that one out. heh. well here i am, resolving to returnt o camp as soon as i settle lunch and buy that printer for my sis. i hope i'll do it though, need sometime to read my book which incidentally i forgot to renew its loan yesterday. or yah, lta lum's doing okay, although i think he'll have good use for help, but generally he's matured enough to handle well. i wonder how it happened that the elder brother is rather in denial of the realities of living in this society, you cant just ask your younger brother for money each time you run out of it. hope it all works out. me? i dunno whether i've really matured, or am i just lying to myself all this time. hey, it happens. and how would you tell? like my reply to csl, how would you tell if something is real? or is it just another chain mail? some people may choose to believe in one side of it, others may just ignore the entire issue all together until it directly affects them. which will it be?

Zhengyu wrote at 12:26 PM.