Sunday, January 18, 2004

 

hm. bish. still trying to get a ticket for jc, quite difficult position now. sigh. nvm, will sort it out some how. totally missed the budak competition, booked out on saturday instead carrying alot of stuff. alot. anyhow heard mingze's group didnt win, oh well. life's like that. tic tac tone is looking for a new bass. wonder why, anyhow not really interested to join just to perform. it's sort of weird "if you enjoy performing yadda yadda" i enjoy fooling around with my friends. singing is just one part of it, and a perfectly good excuse.

interestingly i supposedly have a shot at sms. 6 yrs bond. first thought, army ah... dowan lah. but it's good pay. yet the only reason why i'd join it instead of staying on the moe side (still govt, still as crappy) is if it can get me overseas, maybe to imperial or something. then again do i really want to go out there and see the world, be independent, and so on? i'd miss my family and friends quite bad. i think i dun want that. there are people who i cannot imagine not having around. or at least not for more than say a month. (army life has stretched my limits) what really kills is when you know that even if you want to be where he or she is, it's just not possible because you're like probably not even on the same continent. (australia is a continent by itself, isnt it? all the kangaroos and stuff...) yah so i think i wun take it.

it takes a lot of dead brain cells to be typing out this sort of thing on a blog. hai.

hm, had some fun baking muffins with my sis in the evening. cool. just happened to be in the mood today, probably wun happen again for quite a while, knowing me. sort of miss the tango monthly activity, just kills the heart after a while. i still am not confident, but i know i can do it. sometimes that's all it takes.

Zhengyu wrote at 8:04 PM.