Wednesday, January 21, 2004

 

mm. this morn was focc talk by commander ocs... quite sad, not many people were taking him seriously... yah it's chinese new year's eve and all, but he's commander ocs... the same guy who took care of our school for the past 10 months, and doing a good job at that. what the hell. quite disappointing. then the moment tk announced that master wanted to meet us then some ppl were like so negative about it, like oh he's going to hold us back just because he doesnt celebrate cny. in the end he didnt, he just wanted to let oc give us hongbaos. i thought it's quite miserable that we are behaving like this, just 1.5 weeks away from you know what. i cannot imagine the future. i guess wo toh was very right, that allowing for infereior leadership in an organisation can be harmful. our system have picked out some good talents, but left out people like fairuz, at the same time it picked up names i should not mention, that cannot make it, lack the attitude to try, and consequently form something more of a regret in my occ memory. hai.

been thinking recently about some matters, i think i have reached a conclusion, just whether or not i can really settle for that. hard to say, i think i cant. it'll help if i pick up some cooking from sis, then at least when i come home late at night i can still make a little stuff here and there, but please dun only make me muffins. i'm just worried for my parents.

Zhengyu wrote at 4:02 PM.