Saturday, April 17, 2004

 

funny why i only blog on weekends. with the added on inet room i should be like crapping here everyday or something. then again that would require time not doing work. *devastated look* playing - africa : our very own! anyway got many things i want to do. i realise i am very pathetic at coordinating my fingers. i think the same should apply for my arms, legs, and whatever else i can possibly want to coordinate. no talent. or maybe it was meant to be difficult? heh. still havent went to cck stadium to look at the infamous safari bed. imagine camping in the office! (and a very terrified COS petrified in his seat near the main entrance) i must be mad. in fact i ordered a printer in but er there's some problems eg i have no idea how to make the payment, and the goods wouldnt come until i pay them lol.

listened to some david tao. lol. new inspiration. havent touched my physical diary for eons. heh, remember the days i spent in school, too emotional to do anything but write to myself in some corner. wah it was horrible. now i can at least close the door that says "chen zhonghan" on it, and then whatever that happens behind the door is up to your imagination. as long as i dun destroy my oa for good. oh yes and we went to budak last night, actually had work but oc let me off on the account that i told him in advance even before he left for brunei. well, guess the crowd's getting a little big. and there hasnt been any online activity. sigh. where's everyone?

actually supposed to play badminton with jc tomorrow, but i think i may want to hang around to prac, and my sis is sick and parents are going for a malaysia tour (no need for exit permit lah) so better better stay around. anyway my fingers are getting knotted together or something. and my mind is going to blow anytime soon. and the company thinks it's due to work. hais work can never be finished, so i am content in making a difference. but there's something i havent been able to change. and neither do i feel myself maturing one bit. still very ambitious, i must say. well, in some ways.

Zhengyu wrote at 9:59 PM.