Sunday, May 02, 2004

 

i'm going off soon. tired. dunno what to say man, need to drop by ntuc to get some stuff for everyday use. feels like i've grown up too fast, living by myself in some isolated place. i dun feel like going, in the hope that something might happen soon, so if i stay a while longer i get to see it. i think the last few years of my life had been more or less like that, just hoping, everyday, that a miracle will happen the next day. but of course miracles dun drop by like leaves from a tree, so that is why i'm still waiting. still just hoping something will chance by, still living life the way i had imagined it would all turn out in the end. help!

i learnt that sometimes insistence on doing the right thing doesnt pay off, especially when no one feels that anything is compromised with their method of doing things. so what's the point? i'm in the wrong place. you guys expected too much from me, and i have more or less burnt out.

Zhengyu wrote at 8:04 PM.