Sunday, July 18, 2004

 

me ready to go back to camp liaos. hai. okay ready is not the word. i've lost contact with jc since he lost his phone. life is getting tougher. help help i'm lost. i've a handful of ideas for what we can perform, what we can do, but i'm just too distracted to do something about it. it's only when we get together again that i can focus my energies again. in camp, i'm a person with different priorities. i need to be around for my men, my specs, my company. if i can leave, i put all those behind because there's more in life than work and the army. i still have family and friends to tend to... i cant give myself 24/7 to the same ungrateful organisation and pretend that's alright with everyone else.
 
there are some things i cannot afford to lose.

Zhengyu wrote at 7:52 PM.