Sunday, December 26, 2004

 

-blank-

waiting for jc to appear.

this coming four months will be rather long i guess. if not for the gang that will ord with me on the same day, and kenneth who's with me from now till then, i dunno how i'm going to pull it off. 105 days. throw in the weekends, which i think will amount to 30 days, plus leave of about 17 days, that should be closer to 58 days of work. but 58 days of work is still long. there's nothing left to work for. nothing to work towards.

after this, i'm not too sure on where to go either. i'm still wondering about attachment jobs, cos i have three months to spare and pretty much nothing to do. and knowing the state i am in now, this is -very- dangerous. either i get myself on an attachment job, or i've gotta learn something to keep myself occupied. i think i should send my agent a mail to see what they have to offer for three month durations. if nothing worth the time, i think it's about time i make those trips to hougang to meet the kind old man and learn some things from him. anything. just dun let me stone.

suddenly i'm very afraid.

Zhengyu wrote at 7:04 PM.