Saturday, December 04, 2004

 

i've been quite lazy about blogging.

of course it is not a bad thing, but i aint doing other productive stuff so ah well. played some wc3 but it keeps crashing on me. had an idea to find the chinese version, see whether father will play it. will be rather interesting if he does =P

xl seems to think i'm stressed. i havent asked how she got that idea. but i havent heard from her for a while too, except that time that i found out she's back in singapore already. i'm not stressed, i think it's more accurate if i say i'm getting more impatient about ord-ing. come on, let me go. quite envious of alvin for leaving. well our turn will come, to escape from this cursed place.

imt went passed peacefully and now i have an aching right back from shooting the package four times (currently still holding the record over the whole unit) that was partially becaused i failed my second try haha. but it was good to revise all that crap about holding the rifle yadda yadda since kenneth has conveniently forced me into shooting at range. might as well make it as good as possible.

i re-started looking thru webbies just now. almost missed a heartbeat. but looking at ljc i think i'm imagining things again. -again- <-- way too many times now. maybe i just aint going to believe for i have no idea how long. the last time i fell for it i had a really hard time picking myself up from scratch. i lost almost all the passions: my friends, the music, the work. it was very terrible. jc might know about it. bx probably does know but just want to put it behind us. i want to put it behind us for good.

had a money-making idea while booking in on wednesday. i told kenneth and he thinks so too. now, since i am an un-entreprenuering little youngster, i'll sit back and wait for someone else to make it happen and go "hey, what a great idea." =) ah. life.

tomorrow the guys are coming! yay! will be the first time they come to my new home, except for ljc who erm found / lost his way here once before. oh the kid's going to donate blood tomorrow. this should be interesting. next time i'll ask him how to go about doing it, but probably not now, there's no telling what will happen in this unit within the next 1 hr.

sms with nic:
"hey want to do duty on 21? i'll take your 25"
"wow thanks"
"=)"

how much deeper can we get?

Zhengyu wrote at 8:57 PM.