Sunday, January 23, 2005

 

blogging three times in a single day is a sign that time could be better spent on more meaningful things.

i'm going back to camp soon. revisited my blog archives from two years ago. wow. it's been with me through army. sadly i did not manage to capture the very problematic portion from jc1.5 - 2, when i struggled with more adolescent problems. but it captured the days when i was in military schools, through my period of adapting to unit life and military reality. it captured days of me resolving my mind to set certain things right again, and in some cases i'm successful. the days that i suddenly got to know many more males from the national community as i come into contact with them at work. (fyi i consider my ns as work. it just occurs to me to be the most rational mindset.)

i'm stoning again. argh. i found myself having to fight a very strong urge to ask certain irrelevant questions. but it's not really important, or even relevant anymore. it could have been, one month ago. flying baskets.

note: just to check my spelling which i am very suspicious of, i checked up "adolescent". interestingly it means "a young person who has undergone puberty but has not reached full maturity; a teenager" very interestingly, too, it came from the same latin root word as "adult", where the adult came from "grown up", adolscent came from "growing up". interesting huh.

Zhengyu wrote at 7:21 PM.