Saturday, April 30, 2005

 

injured my index finger again. abrasion against the badminton racket. i really should find the finger sleeve that bx was talking about. this cannot go on, each time getting an abrasion on the index finger from badminton =(

i was late meeting yan shiun, ljc and bx today. i almost didnt make it at all. at 4.15, as i was rushing out from school (second time. cos i left the tracks subjects list behind the first time round, had to go back to get it) as i was approaching the hdb area, an empty drink can landed from above, just slightly more than a metre in front of me. when i reached the bus stop i saw my bus leaving. well, if i was early enough to catch that bus, i would also had been early enough to get hit by the can. alas, it was only a meeting, and the guys were happily playing bball so they really didnt mind waiting that little bit for me.

i really dunno what i'm doing still up at this hour. it's like waiting for a miracle to happen or something. then again kezheng just signed in. i should be meeting him tonight, together with the rest of 4p '00. have been absenting myself from most of their meetings, damn paiseh. well the dates simply usually clash with rit dates, and those are like bday parties, performance prac, etc that i cant afford to miss. argh. so i'm going tomorrow, and we pushed prac to sunday.

on the way home i started feeling giddy on the bus again. felt like puking but it didnt worsen much before my stop. phew. it seems that listening to music helps me to avoid this sort of motion sickness.

i'm stoning. i wish i can decide but i cant. bx and jc have given me their input, but i still cant decide. the only sure thing is to sit back and decide later on. could it be that i'm so wrong all this while...

Zhengyu wrote at 2:00 AM.