Saturday, July 09, 2005

 

madness. dao-ed jonathan just now cos i had no mood to talk to him, and then some more the first thing he said when he saw me was about calling me but i didnt pick up. i'm actually rather affected. anyhow the problem was solved in the end since he had his own camera, and in any case calling a person once is not a very clear sign that you are looking for him urgently. i once called a person about 7 times in a row, each time it rang until the voice recording started.

tomorrow is prac. today bx should be returning from his overseas trip, i think his third in the last month or so. went with jc to do the nus chem apc test yesterday, and met chee sheng and jingyu (not really sure how to spell their names yet) basically i am utterly convinced that i need to study hard for my chem now. just earlier i checked the yahoogroups for moetsl, seems pretty cool. already spotted some course mates and hall mates (although only siu kee and jc are both) uni should be pretty cool although i still don't feel any hype in me.

going for lessons later. in between typing broken sentences i'm recording videos, labelling a noticeboard. tempted to play the piano but there's some workers there so not very nice. ah. peanut butter spoon havent washed yet. there, washed. video cam kept. getting ready to go. i stopped the editing, now just waiting for the avi->wmv conversion to finish then load up the videos and go liao.

dark magician sia. the workers have been staring at me when i walk along the corridor. was telling jc how my interest in evapourating. sort of like water in an aircon room. both of us were allocated ke7 for our residential hall. sudden realisation why the video seems to be skipping back ever now and then. tired. have to rush to sengkang for my lessons =(

i don't think i'll be going anywhere soon. right now csl has prepared i think two songs for us to try out. myself i'm picking up a bit of amatuer jazz (when i havent even practiced my keyboard. well done.) and once we're locked into the uni i think our standards may have somewhere to aim for. wondering whether bx got pgp.

there's a mosquito attacking me in an aircon room. then again, jc got bitten twice in moe hq. what is this compared to his case? sians. life has been pretty packed. i ought to sit down and explain to denise why i'll be missing work frequently in the next few weeks. and also considering that three day break seriously. alternatively i can take the orientation as my break instead, and hope that's enough to recover with.

losing that sense of normality.

Zhengyu wrote at 2:59 PM.