Saturday, December 16, 2006

 

i dun want to do anything. just lay back, pls. and hope that the whole damn issue resolves itself. or is the whole damn issue waiting for me to resolve it. this is just not something i want to waste my time thinking about. look.

maybe i really should go ahead with the plan i told meisi about. maybe. and then maybe i'd make the issue resolve itself, albeit not the manner i'd like to see and possibly not the manner it would have turned out to be otherwise.

but this issue is going to drag on. it's going to affect me. maybe it'll be good and affect me. maybe it'll be bad and i'll just live in regret. whichever the case, at least i'd know which side it went to. is that really any better than now?

rawr.

Zhengyu wrote at 10:45 PM.