Monday, March 30, 2009

 

tired.

i'm no good at leading people, i realise. not in their own direction, anyway. maybe i'm too dominating, by nature, and by the fact that i'm older, been thru army, and done a lot of shits that no one else really wants to care about but they sort of have no choice.

the synergy of people have never been good in my hands, and i dun think this is not of my doing. there's just a general lapse of things to be done by other people that i somehow displace. i think it sucks big time to be displaced but neither do i have the trust, faith and patience to let things take their own flow otherwise.

crap. this has been a lousy term.

Zhengyu wrote at 8:44 PM.