Saturday, January 02, 2010

 

after a certain incident i thought i lost most of my sanity and faith. i didnt notice that i lost whatever guts i had as well, as little as it was. i dun dare to test out the limits anymore. because the emotional scar still hurts, and neat reminder of what shouldnt have happened.

it's like walking off the diving platform for the third time. eyes are hopefully more observant now, or maybe not. but the heart is freaking damn scared.

Zhengyu wrote at 1:20 AM.