Friday, April 04, 2003

 

been reading some books my sis borrowed for me. there's this one that says depression is anger directed at oneself. okay... the book even recommends re-learning how to slam doors, throw chairs, and i'll be a little creative and add bash up ppl. neh. better not listen to this author.

tomorrow is a big day. well at least it has alot of impact on me. it's the day when you see if you have been right about that sispec feeling. to know whether you have to spend the next 5 mths on tekong, again, and vacating your bunks for as long as you are awake. so that's tomorrow. i'm highly not prepared to be sentenced to tekong. heck lah. okay assume i get posted to sispec and slump into depression. does that mean i'm angry? with the saf? dunno. i'm such a pessimist. oh yes, did i ever mentioned that i was feeling mightly triumphant on pop, because half way thru the parade i notice someone i know limping away in the audience? lovely, that feeling. you had to be in my shoes man.

Zhengyu wrote at 11:25 PM.