Sunday, August 31, 2003

 

ah. re-online. i'm using my sis's computer (win xp... feels... odd.) cos my parents are playing on mine. a few years ago i'd bet all my assets that this will never happen but well er i guess some things do change. took my dinner more or less alone cos my sis was guiding them along how to play spider. i'm stunned. and xp is really different... it makes the icq console look so disorganised. argh. whatever. anyway... i'm back from my trip. had some little incidents here and there but nothing involving injuries or whatever, although i've decided to black mark one of my platoon mates for refusal to believe that his responsibility also includes making sure that the man behind him is following. oh well, it's not that important anyway, probably wun affect anyone else. i think. i hope. at least why should others suffer because of him? okay enough of that. me tired, shutting down up there already. cant really find that drive to do little things like find roms for friends. i was sort of trying to do that then my sis came in and said let him find for himself lah, then i decided okay that's quite a good reason to rest. the laziness will eat me up soon, i'm sure. interestingly i received this mail asking to be a pen pal, quite funny cos the name sounds singaporean but she asked to make international friends. tango csm: "are you from china?" erm no, i mean ppl have called me japanese (some nice taxi fellow), squirrel (some classmate? cant remember), rabbit, mickey mouse (some tango tst cadet), hamster, gep (jc), er i think the list is too long to carry on. but i'd really like to be just me. yah, that would be best. i borrowed this book today, looks relatively interesting, it's called the lost soul companion, lol. but dun worry, it's just inspirational at times, that's why i took it. i'm always in the kind of mood to read this sort of thing, next to jing yong but nvm. and recently decided maybe i should try to read a bit of those stuff for the bachelors. it's probably useful to share with matt, or maybe jc. dunno, the future is still unknown. still looking at the possibilities of settling care for my parents somehow. dun want to sleep... i havent stayed home very long today... didnt even manage to call jc... and many other things i havent done! but really, i have to sleep soon, i havent even packed my stuff properly, not even polish my lesson boots. alamak. relax too much liao. mm still got much to say but well... i dunno. some times it's better to wait.

Zhengyu wrote at 11:25 PM.