Sunday, November 30, 2003

 

i guess i didnt mention that i almost got run down by a bike on saturday... as i was crossing the road leading out of the lot 1 carpark, forgetting that vehicles can also use that entrance to enter the carpark. ah well. luckily the motorcyclist waited for me to pass... phew.

watched a movie with jc today, my first since lotr 1. it's been quite a while, jc says probably around 2 years lol. anyhow it was a good laugh =) the thing about jc is usually he refuses to watch any movie with anyone, and it's literally suicidal to ask him to watch a romance show. heh. oh and he's on amber some more, lol, quite sweet of him to agree to come out =P

oh yah and i bought mayday's shi guang ji cd... their sound seems quite different... there's also alot more quiet songs in this cd as compared to previous albums... somehow it just reminds me of someone who's been through quite a bit in the past year... it sort of feels weird to listen to them... and somehow one of the songs sound very jay chou-ish. oh well.

Zhengyu wrote at 8:07 PM.

Friday, November 28, 2003

 

stunning... time flies and next week we're going off to roc already... although tomorrow i have to return to camp for guard duty (darn.) but it's still a super long weekend so i guess i shouldnt complain. besides, i'm serving an extra. wow. i'm still in a state of shock.

houston got injured on wednesday's soc... he fell at the swinging bridge and fractured both bones on the right fore arm... quite bad. two weeks attn c and operated on... not joining us for roc, and not sure if he'll be allowed to commission with us... quite shocking still. the guys went over to visit him, hope he's alright...

Zhengyu wrote at 6:33 PM.

Thursday, November 20, 2003

 

blog... hai nothing much to say... waiting for mum to have dinner together, then father will fetch me to camp. havent really done anything in particular, so sad. haiyah... sis not even home yet. i've got a haircut, probably dun need to cut for a damn long time liao, oh well. when i finally relieved of my cpc duty, i find that suddenly i'm hollow, because there isnt actually something else that i can focus my enegry onto... argh.

Zhengyu wrote at 6:44 PM.

 

whoa. retyping this. cos the previous update got lost again. anyway i'm back on a wednesday night. rare one there. dun see many ppl on the net... disappointing... well. anyway couldnt pass my soc, one minute too long, so i really dunno whether i can pass out. cpt ang seems to be directing some words at me and it's quite pressurising... sigh. jackson kenneth and edmund also have some problems passing, but i think kenneth should be alright. anyway have been going around asking ppl about the 7 feb thing... lol. everyone sound like they're not prepared, lest ppl like rong hwa. oh well. sigh dunno what to do now...

Zhengyu wrote at 2:03 AM.

Sunday, November 16, 2003

 

sians... played a bit of diablo here and there, mostly out of boredom. cant drag myself to go back to camp early leh, though there are already guys there so i ought to help out too... hai... hai... okay must resolve to go soon or nothing will get done. hai..

hai..

Zhengyu wrote at 1:18 PM.

Saturday, November 15, 2003

 

wham. haiyah braindead already lah, ex all week long. okay so it was only for the first 4 days of the week. fine. i still remember getting shot at the hq, falling asleep in front of the map (hey not fair cpt ang can do that i cannot), falling asleep in the line store, getting all delirious on friday night and my friends had to bring me back to my bed, machiam like drunkard like that. then the next thing i knew was wei tak trying to wake me up liao. anyhow i got punished to draw 10 x battalion radio net diagram, for drawing a square radio net in a moment of desperation. stunning.

late book out today, then i went to causeway point (i shouldnt have) saw a pasam malam, saw a book stall... spent like 60 bucks at the stall. oh man... then come sunday need to pay kevin moe 120 (20 for funds, 100 for comms ball-- first installation) my wallet is losing weight fast. hai. speaking of comms ball... not that far away already, still havent done anything about it. i think it's something like 6 feb or so. headache. maybe i can ask to concentrate on the performance instead.

oh yah cedric's foot is quite bad now, mo gave him 7 days excuse lower limbs, cant imagine how it happened from getting whacked by a falling object (cant remember what it was now) alvin leong kena summoned to mo, got attn c (oh yah how he never say how many days...) life as cpc never seem so close before. it almost feels like it'll never go away. i'd like to ask why. maybe someone can help nudge the instructors a bit... cpc for two whole weeks already leh... not to mention going through 2 mapex plus 1 mapex+execution... and a 24km... havent i done enough?? there's only 11 exercises in tactical term...

Zhengyu wrote at 11:09 PM.

Sunday, November 09, 2003

 

amidst the stress there's always something to look forward to. lol. chirped up quite a bit. but i think confirm sleep thru the day liao oops haha

Zhengyu wrote at 3:25 AM.

 

stressed. i'm presently on exercise although i get to come home for the weekend. it just means that i get to type on my own computer instead of in the lecture rm. looks like everyone's busy. tomorrow is already 10th of november, that when it all begins. wow.

managed to sign 01 x extra. quite shocked. things havent been going well, master said he's giving me another two dunno if he's serious or what. kena by the cookhouse guy, by this by that. the daily occurence book remains unfilled for friday and saturday. i need a break. just when i thought the worse will be over. somehow it's not, not yet. someone save me.

Zhengyu wrote at 12:14 AM.

Sunday, November 02, 2003

 

Just received a mail from a friend somewhere in brunei now. wow.

Zhengyu wrote at 12:58 PM.

 

Finally. i just reached home not long ago. it's been hectic for me, ever since friday when i suddenly kena cpc appointment. i actually did not intend to come back today. (just remembered i havent sent gerald my field expedient antenna summary) exercise taurus is coming this monday, and there's i think scorpio or something like that at the end of the week. hectic. guys are failing soc. alvin is a bit the suck thumb liao... cant help us much there.

and i had guard duty until this morning. actually that wasnt so bad, i spent it thinking about how lucky i am, minus a few blind spots such as lucky draws and such, i'm generally quite lucky, contrary to what i usually say about my luck. but somethings cant just depend on luck. wei tak told me not to think too much. matt tells me not to read too deep. i think i must be a problem child or something. hai. i just want things to go right, but i'm spending too much time effort and energy just worrying. not to mention having this weird dream on friday night that scared me awake. i hope the back part never happens (the front part i dun mind. i really dun mind. i just dunno how it led to the back part.)

Zhengyu wrote at 11:49 AM.