Sunday, November 02, 2003

 

Finally. i just reached home not long ago. it's been hectic for me, ever since friday when i suddenly kena cpc appointment. i actually did not intend to come back today. (just remembered i havent sent gerald my field expedient antenna summary) exercise taurus is coming this monday, and there's i think scorpio or something like that at the end of the week. hectic. guys are failing soc. alvin is a bit the suck thumb liao... cant help us much there.

and i had guard duty until this morning. actually that wasnt so bad, i spent it thinking about how lucky i am, minus a few blind spots such as lucky draws and such, i'm generally quite lucky, contrary to what i usually say about my luck. but somethings cant just depend on luck. wei tak told me not to think too much. matt tells me not to read too deep. i think i must be a problem child or something. hai. i just want things to go right, but i'm spending too much time effort and energy just worrying. not to mention having this weird dream on friday night that scared me awake. i hope the back part never happens (the front part i dun mind. i really dun mind. i just dunno how it led to the back part.)

Zhengyu wrote at 11:49 AM.