Sunday, February 29, 2004

 

first let me recall today. signals games day. hang around lot 1 with kenneth. hang around mph citylink while waiting for juncai. hang around suntec with juncai. meet clarence. meet qiying.came home. played 14 rounds of solitaire showdown with my sis.

but none of that really bothers me.

this morning i found my journal. the one i started writing in j1. read through it. quite alot of frustrations in there. wonder what happened along the way. is it better now? added in an entry at night. feels different. but i guess still my most faithful listener.

met lta chan at refreshments. he told me he admired my optimism. huh? kenneth said some of my speeches were actually quite good. i'm surprised.

read some entries at night. mixed feelings. jc always pushes the weird stuff to me, nothing much to say. but ppl are not quite the same as they were. they're changing. it's normal. i'm suddenly quite alien. i guess i was supposed to expect something like that since i dun call up my friends or anything like that on any sort of regular basis. but. i'm still stunned. plus ppl trying to stay out of my view. it's interesting. why?

Zhengyu wrote at 1:31 AM.