Sunday, June 27, 2004

 

*scream*

something must have happened when i wasnt looking. something worse than prying open my office computer chassis. (hey that one i had to go get permission one first hor) now i am awake. (in due time i will be on the floor, but that's later. now i'm -awake-)

task one. get the whole music thing moving.
task two. get the html stuff up (which i know by gut feeling will not happen.)
task three. sort out the office stuff. and start scolding ppl for things.
task four. type less nonsense on this blog.

on mission tomorrow. will most probably sleep through morning to prepare for it.

and just to end off.

*scream*

it's always good to go back to the beginning once in a while.

Zhengyu wrote at 1:23 AM.

Saturday, June 26, 2004

 

woosa. i am back from tekong with the most horrifying news. (no it is not that one of the hard disks have failed.) (no it is not that lta willy is leaving for real) i'm speechless.

anyhow, went out with zhonghan today, along the way we met some of his platoon mates, i met kelvin tan, met david what's-his-surname yesterday at yew tee. i am surprised i remember his name. the david part that is. i almost got slaughtered by my teacher today, could be worse. better spend more time on my work. the bunk works... not the office one. like what zh says, cannot be you work until so late what. unfortunately i leave the office later than most ppl imagine. i can drive my cos crazy when i float out of the ccp cell silently at around 11pm. it could be worse. there was one time it was 4am. i was planning for some ex, but it flopped in the end anyway so too bad.

sometimes i wonder what would be left of me if i stopped work. number two, whatever happened to everything else that isnt work? i'm the simpleton you're looking for. i dun even have to worry about food.

(i thought i made up my mind to do a 8-5? basket.)

Zhengyu wrote at 10:58 PM.

Sunday, June 06, 2004

 

Alamak. have been sleeping alot this weekend, i dun really know why. today is sis' bday~ havent cut the cake yet, should be in due time before i head back to camp (again) sigh, another day draws closer.

met zhonghan today at the pc show to pass him his souvenir from the keranji tree. along the way i also saw zijing and her mum (i didnt talk to her so i'm assuming i didnt get the wrong person), aik yong who was meeting kezheng and qing yuan. interesting load of ppl to meet. cos was sleeping in the office so soundly that i went in, came out, he didnt say anything. well done.

sigh.

Zhengyu wrote at 5:56 PM.

Saturday, June 05, 2004

 

ARGH! haaii... awaiting for the dreaded call "you have been activated. please report to your camp as soon as (inhumanely) possible." it's 5 june! tomolo is my sis' birthday, dunno what time i'll be taking off again to hit back to camp and try to get those staff work done. around one month's time left. jc has great ideas to torment me during this period, and alas i have not came up with anything during the brief discussion with binx.

friday's budak was a comic session. first the try-to-get-ljc-into-macs session worked out to be disappointing but nonetheless the three of us enjoyed a good laugh. second was the try-to-bang-seh-czy session. haha, failed attempt there thanks to good old old-flame-of-ljc. we're all going mad. welcome! (charles has damn long hair. serious.)

Zhengyu wrote at 7:05 PM.

Wednesday, June 02, 2004

 

i've only posted 161 posts so far? that sounds too little. hai, just came back from meeting the socc ppl, namely cedric, andy, kevin moe, wei tak and kenneth. havent seen each other in a while. i heard from them that alvin leong also very stressed, tasked to make a matrix table to record all the signal strength between like 100 deployment sites. ouch. what kind of crazy tasking is that...

honestly i dun feel like going back to camp. was discussing with kenneth on how i could print this sign and hang it above my door, but i think it'll drive me crazy soon and everyone coming through the door will feel the impact. it's tough to imagine what it'll be like in (oh!) 99 days time. me, the keyboard, the basketball, and what else?

argh.

Zhengyu wrote at 6:13 PM.

 

... there was a time when i used to be interested in psychology. i really cannot remember why that was so. the other day i interviewed desmond. he looked very frail, much older than the chubby person i remembered. very worn down by his many problems which he hardly ever shared. i guess many things come at us and we simply have to learn to handle them. oc always says, you can never finish your work, but you'll have to learn to live with them that way.

i used to think i could understand people objectively. come to think of it i could only guess wildly at what they're thinking. mostly i was wrong. some i was not that far away. and minimally did i get it right. i conclude i need to start assuming that i do not understand people instead.

Zhengyu wrote at 12:17 AM.