Sunday, August 29, 2004

 

sunday. nothing much is happening, really. while doing my homework and playing some game (so much for doing my homework huh) i cant help but to recall talking to edwin. talking to edwin was not easy. i had to think about it for a few days and i kept putting it back. how do you tell a person that he really needs to realise that he's not as good as he thinks and he's really just screwing up alot of things? and that's considered easy. there's one more tougher one, because he is already a senior commander. will he listen? but if i never try, i will only forever regret not testing my luck.

i guess that's not the only kind of time that i need to ponder for a long time. previously i had to ponder rather long over other small issues. maybe i am the kind that needs to work on cutting down my pondering and get to work instead. how would you choose a present for someone you've known for a long time, to the extent that you've more or less exhausted the option of buying something that he or her would actually find useful? how would you talk to a friend that just suddenly goes quiet (and you're quite sure something is wrong)? maybe it's true, i think too much. rather than just wondering what could the outcome be, we need real action. or nothing will be changed. it's this bit of courage that i am still getting acquited with. so, how are you today?

Zhengyu wrote at 1:38 PM.