Saturday, August 28, 2004

 

whoa. something is wrong with my explorer. or maybe something is wrong with me. i cant decide which one.

spent a good long time talking to jc last night about... well about the usual things. both of us were pretty much left in a bad state after the chat, and my buddy too (for reading harry potter until 12am, as well as listening to a one-hour plus telephone chat in *gasp* mandarin, mixed with dialect and english of course) oc commented that i looked sad. he sat me down and asked me if i have any personal problems. whoa. no i dun. well not that i can do anything about it so i guess it's not much of a problem but more of a fact which is actually taking place. anyway i am not sad. it's just that it would be nice if things turned out my way once in a while. then again this is probably too much to ask for.

came home early, then i heard my sis and mum talk about some stuff. very disturbing. i would say it's rampent. it's happening to kenneth's ex-ps (right there in his ntu bunk. gosh.) it happened to my spec (and of course everyone regretted it thereafter) it happened to those two clowns from my company (well one got caught and the other is still pretty much running loose) it's everywhere. and now it's happened to my sis's friend. -scream- i think i need a break. before you know it, it'll happen to someone you know, someone very close (hopefully not though) this has become part of reality, and very much the accepted way of life (huh?)

oh yes i was suggesting to ken about putting up a new slogan in the office. a really disturbing one. so far the draft is directly taken and manipulated from the signal cadet slogan "no comms, no rest". we're thinking of "no life, no problem"

if life was all about poking each other then there probably wun be so many problems. how's things? sounds quite crappy. all the unhappiness and all. maybe things will change. maybe you will change. maybe i have changed. no one really knows anymore.

Zhengyu wrote at 3:18 PM.