Wednesday, November 24, 2004

 

keep on smilin.

that's a song on my list of songs. i dun really listen to them now cos usually the computer will be running other stuff which do not wish to be accompanied by another audio clip in the background. but i just recalled it today at the office.

whatever it is, keep smilin.

"keep on smilin, thru the rain,
laughin, at the pain,
just flowin, with the changes,
till the sun, comes out again"

well let us work at it then =)

Zhengyu wrote at 3:12 PM.

 

You're moving too fast for me now. Quite lost, that day at stockland. Everything was thru another person. was it because i did not understand the whole network setup? i thought it might have been but i'm just lost now. i wondered. maybe someone came along. maybe the initial date never got thru. maybe it just didnt seem necessary.

when i was younger i totally scared myself off when i imagined a lego figurine coming to life. somehow i could no longer convince myself that it's all my own imagination.

i better rescue myself somehow. quickly.

Zhengyu wrote at 1:14 AM.

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

 

home.

20 days away from home is not among the list of things i really want to do. we were prepared for a full scale support, but the actualisation was disappointing beyond my expectations. basically to say, i wasnt required at the exercise. nor my men that i sent, 20 odd of them. r&r was disappointing because now i have an appointment and i need to look ahead. had a little bit of fun in between but generally, as kenneth said, people are noticing something.

i think i need a break.

i'll be in the office tomorrow to talk to steven and check my mail. i think i have to since there isnt much time left to act. and i have to learn my scores. i have not gotten too far using the pitch pipe alone =(

i can still remember my ns driver, nagging away at me while driving. somehow the whole company seems to have the wrong impression that it's like wow in the news. and i can only sit and stare blankly at whatever's ahead. maybe if i take a few of those sleeping pills i can actually do a proper defrag at night. or is it just so full that it's not helping anymore?

i am thankful these friends still stand by me through these moments.

Zhengyu wrote at 11:47 PM.