Friday, January 19, 2007

 

i wouldnt believe it if everything went right. davina wanted to return the $5 but i think that will only cause something else to go wrong. in any case i heard she was rather upset about today's incident. hmhm. guess we never thought it was that important, so i didnt even think of it. it's not like i tell my parents these things, anyway. i dun remember asking anyone to attend this sort of thing. other than 1urv affair and maybe when i had tickets to sell.

tired now, but i'm really lost. not completely tired out to stone, and hair is wet so i cant sleep, but i'm stoning nevertheless. this two weeks have not been productive.

Zhengyu wrote at 1:52 AM.

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

 

haha.

hahaha.

many thanks to those hanging around till supper came around. it was therapeutic in its own little way.

some things are meant to be left unresolved. these two are probably in that category.

Zhengyu wrote at 10:47 PM.

Sunday, January 14, 2007

 

gonna change my msn nick. so i just want to dump this one here since it's still meaningful to me.

somehow it's the downs in life that makes it complete.

yups.

Zhengyu wrote at 10:03 PM.

Saturday, January 13, 2007

 

sending out mails and stuff. then suddenly it struck me.

why am i still everywhere?

freak man, this is just subconsciously innate. it's almost frustrating.


and, i'm still stuck watching everyone else struggle with their own share of problems. maybe we have one thing in common, strangely, to exhibit ourselves while we struggle with something. well, maybe except the two of them. hey, so the lot of us do have something in common!

Zhengyu wrote at 5:34 PM.

 

had a good meeting today, surprisingly efficient and everything. and the other hall ppl were nice, and although a little awkward to start off initially, we managed to get to a theme eventually, and fast.

saw this quote on the mrt. give children problems to solve, not answers to remember. maybe it applies to everyone. few ppl learn things by having others tell them the answer. i know i dun. i have to experience it myself or at least figure out the logic behind everything on my own before i actually learn something at all. so i'm going to try this for a while. presently i am trying it on the first case haha. but, i dunno if i'll have the patience to keep doing this.

went to macdonalds in the rain for supper with michael. well at least it was cheaper than ordering in, and the buses were still running anyway so what the heck. and i had a really good lunch (late one) with the lab people. very filling. has been a long time since i went for a buffet like this. and ppl looked happy. this senior came back from nie as well, so i learnt a few small things here and there.

if - with lyrics changed, it really can mean something much more. check out the new bass solo line.

Zhengyu wrote at 2:57 AM.

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

 

haha. someone teach me how to put everything behind pls. it's getting rather distracting that i am somehow not doing any better than before. why cant i just look straight and be objective? oh maybe as jc puts it, it just isnt me.

damn.

Zhengyu wrote at 1:20 AM.

Friday, January 05, 2007

 

i have the urge to vent.

is it that i've lost a portion of my mind that allows me to have fun? or have i never had that portion before? so i'm boring. okay. and by my policy stated at the end of army, neither will i be doing very much about my appearence. so be it. this is who i am. a dully decorated machine used for mass calculation.

why is it that things rarely appear to me as they are?

"your body's much closer, androids in the rain..."

Zhengyu wrote at 10:09 AM.

Thursday, January 04, 2007

 

i havent felt this side of being too nice before. ouch. well, good thing, i'll just hang around as it is for now. maybe that will buy time.

Zhengyu wrote at 2:26 PM.

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

 

it's still the season of prac. freaking exciting isnt it. finally got my internet connection back tho, ah well.

Zhengyu wrote at 11:25 PM.