Saturday, August 18, 2007

 

it's tiring to talk to people. i must admit that i essentially broke down today, but now i feel much better. i should rest early and take things slow.

float is not over yet. i'll be expected to finish off the last portions of float, almost as if i have no other commitment to stick to.

showcase prac must be shown very very soon. which means we need to call people and we need to put up the second signs. and i'm still the one driving the committee, which makes me real worried. what would happen if i was gone? i dun want to think about it.

i got pissed off for reso. they didnt do anything wrong, it's just me feeling that i no longer owe them a living so i want them off my back. not that they were on my back to begin with. i dun intend to perform with them, and i dun have the option to, either. i might still ask terence out of completeness, but i dun expect him to shift the date. the hall does not revolve around one person.

Zhengyu wrote at 4:05 AM.