Wednesday, October 24, 2007

 

i'm procrastinating. there's things to be done, like my lab report, or the minutes, or to design actual steps towards realising my imaginary committee. but i'm slacking. i'm waiting for my laundry to be done and doing nothing in particular while waiting.

it occured to me that i might be imposing on other people without realising it. it's hard to tell.

Zhengyu wrote at 2:34 AM.

Friday, October 19, 2007

 

2am. waiting for hair to dry. i lost the rhythm count midway through minoi, but thankfully the choir held out while i was looking for my beat. very tired after supper with aca ppl and waikit yen-ling and joel. but hair still wet.

a few days ago i realised that i havent been touching music very much for quite some time now. sure enough, i still sing, i still conduct, etc. but i dun seek to improve my own level of competency, such as reading books on harmony, or transcribing scores. all these things that i've done since jc or earlier, i end up not doing them instead when i reach this level. or maybe it's because i found so many other things that i want to stick my nose into.

very very sleepy. better go sleep liao.

Zhengyu wrote at 1:55 AM.

Thursday, October 18, 2007

 

moments before the big show. while trying to digest the bits i had for dinner, and regretting having eaten a half meal instead of a quarter meal after the pre-dinner ruffles. dun have much time to spare and i do really want to spend some time on scores and ... yah. 25 minutes.

time to get cracking.

margareta bengtson's story stirred something in me. i hope to find her cd... maybe it might bring some answers.

Zhengyu wrote at 6:33 PM.

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

 

i went for reso supper. well, sort of reso. it was just wailun edlina meisi and me. but i havent hung out with these people for quite some time so i guess i just felt like doing it today... even though i am far from ready for friday's CAs, or thursday's lab quiz, or my project work or lab report. i guess seeing the RFYs two weeks away from their presentation meant some sort of a milestone. something we can sit down and quietly celebrate in passing. or maybe it helped that i sat peacefully next to jiayan for an hour or so without having to argue with her. it's something not amongst the list of norms. i guess she was too busy with her philosophy homework to find fault with me.

and i came back too late to help out with revision. hope everything goes well. and now back to my own 3241.

Zhengyu wrote at 12:50 AM.

Monday, October 08, 2007

 

i meant to type a personal message here. i decided it would be better if i could convey it in person instead. wish me luck.

Zhengyu wrote at 1:31 AM.

Wednesday, October 03, 2007

 

sian-ness while studying. (just finished noodles supper with wenjun and zhiwei)

so i shall do the once-in-a-while list-out-the-things-i-want-to-do thing.

usual 6 mods
CRC
KEV
HCV
Reso
YEP
KEVIICC
KEAC
Pubz
Float

(that sort of sums up to about 50 comm points, total around 80pts this year)
I plan to slack next year. no more than 40 points. oh wait. maybe that's a bit too easy to get. erm. no more than 60? that should be safe. i probably will need to consciously work my ass off to get the 60.

Zhengyu wrote at 3:30 AM.