Saturday, November 24, 2007

 

spectro paper this morning.

i'm not quite in the mood to study now. just went through my resume, and unpleasant memories flashed by. i really do not think i will take up the post next year, assuming that i am offered the post again. i don't think i'll do it. there's alot of negative energy when i face this group of people, and many of them have done nothing to deserve that kind of attitude from me.

i think i put high hopes in the wrong group of people. it was particularly misleading when one of them is well-intent but failed to make any positive change, and eventually i realised, failed to make much positive effort even. still, if i am to be objective, i can only direct the blame to her circumstances, that she was overstretched to commit the kind of participation i was looking for. and then her last words will continue to hurt for a while.

i'm thankful i had meisi with me. although i'm not sure how's she doing now. she has been missing prac for a semester due to a clashing core module (sadly. she's one of about 4 reasons that i would go for prac.) not sure if i'll be seeing her at prac considering i dunno if i'll go myself.

Zhengyu wrote at 9:59 AM.