Saturday, December 15, 2007

 

i dunno whether i am reading too much into things. i frequently do. i'll try to make myself scarce when i get this kind of feeling.

laiyi and yen-ling are both not back yet, and master didnt reply my sms. cant get anything done without their help. no clearance, no discussion. nothing. tmr's meeting is going to flop again.

maybe i need to sit down and look at the way i approach things. something is probably damn wrong with me but i just dun see it. i cant. and i fear it will happen again for float. i think, it would be best for me not to appear there. or anywhere. maybe i have done something so wrong that i dun deserve a second chance. but i havent seen what is wrong yet. and so i'll have to live with this unknown until i come to understand it.

pathetic.

Zhengyu wrote at 11:13 PM.