Monday, January 07, 2008

 

stoning.

had a game of munchkin with waikit laiyi and ching mien just now, then fong seng supper. a long chat about our lives here in hall and nus. not all is well, which is normal. back at my table, i sit blankly in front of the computer, unable to actually do anything useful. therefore i decided to blog, which in essence would waste some time away, let my head settle in and perhaps (i pray very hard) start working constructively. perhaps organise myself a bit as i work through my thoughts. and at the same time writing it down here so that i might one day look back at myself (indeed i dun think i would recognise the me from 2002, but i have had problems with publishing the archives so i think no one else can read those articles but me)

life is becoming devoid of meaning, and yet we are only like 23. for me, there really isnt much to look forward to. maybe get dad to stop working, go thru masters, nie and move on to work. sis might find new jobs. nothing much will really change significantly, though the issue of answering to my parents might be a little bit tricky. but i think they will understand, it's perhaps not in our blood.

Zhengyu wrote at 2:05 AM.