Thursday, January 17, 2008

 

taking a break from maths. i think charlie fell asleep going thru the document... i forgot to drop by his place after finishing my business with zhiwei. thanks charlie for helping out, still.

i did a bit of recruitment today. not much results, but still i should be content. ought to get this over and done with quickly so i can return to the marketing task. but at least we managed to solve the alumni issue for the time being, so it should be fine. tmr should be meeting waikit about auditing, and i wonder when is he starting work for mab. crc side no news again, i'm somewhat tempted to pick up the task and finish it off. but i dunno if i should be spending that time on crc and not elsewhere. amplitude started off fair, hope things go on smoothly and then i wun need to intervene.

i went for my first arts lecture for this sem. i feel that urge to step back and observe. to think and comment on ppl's actions. but it feels cynical and pointless, so perhaps it is best if i dun actually fulfill my urge. it's an urge that i have felt for many years, but now a little more defined and clearer on how i can actually act to fulfill it. please let me hold back all my emotions until they no longer matter. i cant afford to lose control now, not after stating the three reasons and planning for the final contingency. everything must be saved.

Zhengyu wrote at 3:29 AM.