Sunday, March 09, 2008

 

5.15am. hours after mab meeting ended. long, gruesome. i reviewed my stand over the matter. seems like i have low ability to find a balance in moderation. i cant be objective enough in that sense. i am either for you, or against you. but right now, i'm choosing to be against you, not exactly because i am against you per se, but i have not learnt how to be for you and still come to terms with myself. and i have decided to come to terms with myself. so the only reasonable conclusion, risking the fallacy of a false dilemma, would be to take this current stand. at least that is until i realise how to reach the middle.

disrupted by admin work and lost my train of thought. ah well.

Zhengyu wrote at 5:17 AM.