Saturday, June 14, 2008

 

someone commented that i lost weight. i wish. dun think it really happened, i just look more pitiful, that's all. sui fai and yi fei working on some stuff outside, and it's already so late that i dun even know if i feel like sleeping. i'm quite tired though. of listening to tons of ppl tell me tons of advice. of having to go through the day and solving only very little each time. of having to leave for extended periods because of my weird commitments outside of hall. there's a time for everything, but i'm really feeling the strain that when you are holding such a post, there really is no such thing as time for anything else. i overheard someone in the science canteen saying that a hall rag head gets 100 points. i find that difficult to believe. maybe i heard wrong.

i have yet to apologise to audrey regarding the amount of distress i might have given her during the last practice session. i was really impatient with how things were going, and sick of hearing people still suggesting new ideas. but to be fair about things, i am the coordinator after all and so these things should be under my charge and not being run by others such as audrey. so i cant blame ppl for taking over but not running it the way i want it. that's just being a bastard. million thanks to audrey for putting up with me. i think she's probably terribly afraid of me by now. 5 songs, 1 arrangement, 1.5 groups coordination, and videography consultant. my role in this concert is somewhat bigger than i imagined. and i dunno why i havent died yet. i did drop the alumni choir. it was too difficult to hold on to and there was a change of repertoire which was particularly difficult to accept. i was never good with memorising scores. thank goodness most of the other commitments are not active now. i was telling wailun how perhaps i could spend more time on the things i really want to do next year. i am eyeing the post that i owe ppl.

oh yah, thanks to jiahui for listening to my frustrations and giving aadvice. i must admit that after i finished venting i was sort of too tired to continue the conversation. so it was like real idiotic. lol.

Zhengyu wrote at 3:45 AM.