Tuesday, October 28, 2008

 

in my current position, i'm supposed to dream.

i'm not a good dreamer. i'm better at gathering ideas. but i'm still not playing my part.

maybe i'm too busy, or maybe i'm just not working hard enough.

when i started this academic year, i wanted to focus on a few things. this was the main thing. there were other things like joining choir, aca, mab, yadda. and fyp. but there was only this main committee in mind.

and then things dun turn out as nicely as they do on paper. i inherited another committee from myself. i almost ran for jcrc treasurer. i become so tired that i dun know what i'm doing sometimes. it's not as bad as in year 2 (that was really bad) but i'm also not in as good shape as year 2 to take this kind of stress.

i want to do a better job. so pls get down to it soon.

Zhengyu wrote at 1:03 AM.

Wednesday, October 08, 2008

 

1.36am. CA tomorrow, dunno what the heck is going on but let's just blog for a moment.

maybe sometimes people can afford not to be so indirect and yet particular about things. i should know. if you have something against something, stand up for it. and when it's solved, be merry that you made a difference. i have let the idea of not kicking up a fuss stand in the way of a possibly better place today. and i should be pissed about my inaction.

similarly, do what you feel for. if not, you should just shut the hell up because you aint got no right to talk cheap talk. this goes to everyone out there, ke, reso, whatever. everyone has at some degree that selfishness to gauge others but excuse themselves from it. take that same ruler and look at yourself first. and thus i hope that people can learn to think twice before accusing others. life is short. live it well, or at least get out of the way of those who want to try to.

Zhengyu wrote at 1:36 AM.