Monday, November 03, 2008

 

monday 11am. someone took 3.5 hrs to get off the bed huh. since i havent been blogging i'll just shun bian update.

last night they took revenge on kah hsiung. but i dunno, it's a bit overdone to me. and not very well managed. i hope everything is still alright... maybe should ask kh later. wouldnt be good if we blew something for him without even realising it.

i agreed to the grad trip yesterday. after all, a good number of my neighbours are going, and ppl like eng seng and kane will be on the trip. should be a good trip, i hope. that would be my like 6th time out of singapore i think. around there ba. it's good to see new things, to see things from other perspectives. that's the intent, anyway.

i have yet to meet shu hui since like dunno how long ago that she said she was having exams and would come back to e7 the following week. but i think more than one week has passed. dunno what happened also. or maybe the days just seem longer to me these days that i dun really know how much time has passed exactly. there are days when something from 2 days ago seemed more like a week. maybe it has something to do with me keeping myself busy these days. or sleeping around 4-5 hrs a day for the past one week or so. it's healthy to wake up early but i dunno how long i'll last. maybe having a purpose to wake up for makes things easier at day break.

wai kit dropped in on msn the other day to chat. seems like the education system there is also rather jiat lat, esp for his major. think mugging exact phrases, word for word. he still seems unsatisfied with the social life there tho, keeps saying he misses hall and this gang of friends. in reality, since we have parted ways into the various parts of hall (and even pgp) we havent quite kept in contact. i dun see laiyi unless i go for dinner, which is not often. i only see wenjun at jap classes, but he'll frequently be sitting with someone else and we usually come into classes at different times anyway. i see juncai only when we meet up separately. i dun see kok pun that much since he's busy and i dun purposely visit him that often either.

life is not as good as it seemed it would be. for now i'm just looking ahead to next semester, hopefully i can break free from a few stalemates. sigh. there are somethings that i can never solve, even with all these scientific things.

Zhengyu wrote at 11:06 AM.