Thursday, May 07, 2009

 

my msn pm says i look back and see regrets.

why? i never understood your choice. one year ago, when you chose this path. i thought maybe you had your reasons but your couldnt share. maybe there were many more dangers in the path i was looking at, but we will never know because we didnt take it. i still think it would have been a better choice. maybe you were asking for help when you took back your earlier words and asked that question, but i was too blind to consider. i was really very saddened by your choice that i probably didnt want to think anymore. but it wouldnt have mattered much, i was replaced more than competently.

i'm sprouting these nonsense here because of that very recent exchange of emails. complete lack of effort, care, thought, pride, professionalism, and i have run out of synonyms. i'm sad. et says i shouldnt care anymore, it's not in my field to care.

Zhengyu wrote at 10:31 AM.