Monday, October 26, 2009

 

who was the liar who said time heals?

Zhengyu wrote at 9:02 PM.

Saturday, October 24, 2009

 

compilation of thoughts.

i've always thought that eyes are important. some people have soulful eyes. some people have dull ones. i've come to prefer the more lively looking ones, if i can describe it that way, as it seems to be associated with some parts of personality and outlook on life. and here in this campus, i see alot of those i less prefer. somehow.

i told my classmate that i do a cappella. her first reaction is "so you can do the dm chk dm things is it?" she apparently has singing background. i dunno whether i should cry.

i've been struggling with the matter for a short while now. what seems unimportant to most is actually very disturbing to some of us. and i dun really know if i am still interested to find a solution, or just give up on it altogether.

life brings you to places you probably did not plan for. at least for now, life doesnt want to bring me to my alma mater. both. let's see what comes. well just yesterday i realised it would also be a blessing to specialise in one sec subject.

i swear i have one more thought to pen down but i just cannot remember. sigh. and anyway i've just checked up the library opening hours. perhaps that can help to motivate this poor soul who seems to have lost interest in studying. i am so unmotivated i dun dare to tell people i am schooling.

Zhengyu wrote at 7:29 PM.

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

 

struggled to sleep just now. at 9.15 or so i went to take a nap, but i dunno how long i struggled before i actually fell asleep. and it was so real. in my dream i was woken up. shaken around apparently. and then i was trying to figure out who was shaking me. and then i woke up again to the real world this time.

it was so real that i swear my room got broken into. and what happened in the inner dream just seems to say "hi your time is over. this is way overdue."

damn cant i just get these things off my head.

Zhengyu wrote at 11:19 PM.

Sunday, October 18, 2009

 

long weekend.

it's a real long weekend. usually my weekends are not weekends, except that i can sleep in longer. but this time is real. sunday and monday are free from pracs. i actually have an infinitely longer amount of free time this weekend.

and so far i have wasted yesterday's bit of free time on dw6. shame. today finished 521 bit, now waiting for replies. got a couple more things on the list to clear. like 540 0_o

jiahui! tmr what time you want to meet one sia?

Zhengyu wrote at 2:42 PM.

Thursday, October 15, 2009

 

Emo emo time.

at home, on my laptop so that i can access internet (brought juncai's home by some weird sequence of events. but no access rights on the wireless router and lazy to programme his laptop just for one night)

emo.

watched permanent fish just now at the recital studio. i'm glad i went, even though i missed the opening group's first song (only one song lah) love their stage presence. they were rather shy though, their first time over here after all. i would have done much worse. anyway i took a cd home in exchange for $25 (ouch). happy.

emo.

ok time to sleep.

Zhengyu wrote at 1:09 AM.

Friday, October 09, 2009

 

the things we do without thinking is horrifying.

the things i do after thinking like mad is somehow worse.

Zhengyu wrote at 7:55 AM.

Saturday, October 03, 2009

 

if you thought that magic happens because it did for 4 years.

you should reinspect your belief in the scientific method.

Zhengyu wrote at 2:13 AM.

Thursday, October 01, 2009

 

you can't share the world's sorrows. it's not feasible, and the world is not interested.

you can't share your sorrows with the world either. but this time, it's just because the world is really not interested.

somehow i tend to want to disprove this, but maybe there's always somethings that get in the way.

non sequitur video on the mario tune: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sabtPVIxuUM

Zhengyu wrote at 9:07 PM.